do you look at the people? I do. they are electric. they are alive. I watch, I study, I mimic, I fail. I do not have a twinkle in my eye or a spark in my step. I am doing it wrong. I am not alive, I am not electric. I exist only in existence. I just want to live.

“When bad times come you can use them to make you bitter or use them to make you better.”

I can’t find a wall to pin this to, they’re all comin’ down since I found you. I just wanna be where you are tonight. I run in the dark looking for some light. And how will we know if we just don’t try? We won’t ever know. Let me light up the sky, light it up for you, let me tell you why, I would die for you. Let me light up the sky, light it up for you, let me make this mine, I’ll ignite for you. Let me light up the sky just for you tonight. Let me help you fly, ‘cause you won’t have time to cover your eyes or get your disguise, they won’t ask you why they’ll just watch you die. And it’s still so hard to be who you are, so you play this part and the show goes on. But you’ve come this far with a broken heart, yeah you’ve come this far and you’re broken.

“It’s hard for decent people to stay angry at someone who has burst into tears, which is why it is often a good idea to burst into tears if a decent person is yelling at you.”

—	Lemony Snicket

lost you...

“Girls were born knowing how destructive the truth could be. They learned to hold it in, tamp it down, like gun powder in an old fashioned gun. Then it exploded in your face on a November day in the rain.”

—	Janet Fitch, Paint it Black